Maybe it's not about the happy ending. Maybe it's about the story.

So life has been getting pretty bad lately, not gonna lie. I've been working too much and playing too little and the stress is getting to me. I need to get my life in order, which is difficult for because I am a free spirit and I hate routines or expectations. But I think it's time to grow up a little. I'm starting to become and adult and I can afford to make the same mistakes I did as a teenager, so my way of life has to change. I have found myself restless and hopeless because it seems like I've lost sight of my goals. That is what this blog post is for. Time to reorient myself with some future plans!

1. Finish college. It's a tough one. College is a lot more difficult than I thought it was. I know this one will happen I would just like to do it in a timely fashion.

2. Study abroad. Planning my internship in Cambodia right now! Luckily this will fulfill most of the requirements for my international development minor.

3. Be able to make beautiful cupcakes :)

4. Start saving. Don't spend everything I make.

5. Go to all my classes. Time to stop being a slacker.

6. Actually listen to all of General Conference, instead of falling asleep.

7. Smile more.

8. Help others.

9. Be content with who I am.

10. Get along better with my family.

11. Work abroad.

12. Become a better dancer.

13. Be more fit.

14. Read every book there is. I'm probably half way there already.

15. Learn how to flirt.

16. Drink more water.

17. Be a photographer.

18. Be an event planner. I was born for this.

19. Learn to walk in heels.

20. Train a Seeing-eye dog.

21.  Become a better blogger :)

22. Love everyone

23. Make my own furniture.

24. Always have something to look forward to.

25. Learn how to cook so I can stop eating out all the time.

26. Make lots more friends. And always have time for them.

27. Explore.

28. Study my scriptures.

29. Travel extensivly

30. Fall in love.

31. Become a DIY guru.

32. Get a tan.

33. Live in a small town where I know everyone and everyone knows me,

34. Live in the big city.

35. Buy a VW Bus and drive it all over the country.

36. Own my own library.

37. Run my own dance studio.

38. Become super flexible and join a circus.

39. Live through a natural disaster.

40.  Learn all the constellations.

41. Become a midwife

42. Learn at least 2 other languages

43. Always have a young soul.